Useless gifts...

I feel like I have all these gifts thats I've wasted. For example, I understood computers really early on. I loved working with them and I learned some of the basics of programming in high school. Fearful that I would work with computers the rest of my life and not with people, I gave up programming before college.

But my head still works that way. And occasionally I still switch into a mode where I'm dying to go back to it. But right now I just don't have the time. I'm attending a part time student at two universities on top of work and a baby on the way. Time is not something I'm oozing.

I feel bad letting them go to waste. But what can you do?

to be honest... when the iphone came out, I hoped that was my calling. To develop for the iphone... Ah. idle fancy.